cultivating me

This is not your typical “It was a dark and stormy night…” kind of scary story but one that freaked me out none the less. Like many scary stories, this one started off fairly innocent. In fact, it started off on a really happy note. Just about 2 months ago I got married and a [...]

Just a week ago I married this man and I have come to the decision the I like being married. But, it’s not just about being married, it is about being married to Jerry. I really like being his wife. I love being able to introduce him as my husband – there is a joy [...]

how excited all 3 kids were about not just the wedding but about the fact that jerry and i were making ‘it official’ – they helped me count the hours and the minutes the completely relaxed feeling i had leading up to the wedding days before and the day of – it was a good [...]

There’s lots I want to share about his wonderful day but for now this pic will have to do. I’m tired! Gloriously happy but tired! Mr. and Mrs. Jerry Kee

I spent yesterday at The Americana at Brand yesterday with my sweetie.  It was such a fabulous day for so many reasons.  For starters, it was a gorgeous day: sunny near 80 with a slight breeze and just a few fluffly clouds in the sky.  This Americana place is an outdoor shopping center – and [...]

you’re bestest best takes the metro to visit you at your house for the day she and your kids spend the entire afternoon taking a fabulous hike with you to the waterfall in the canyon because you have been wanting to do that for weeks during the hike you get some good time to chat [...]

i don’t really know where to begin here because i don’t really know what to say at the moment. i feel really bad, sad, guilty, selfish, frustrated, unsure, and yet confident and good at the same time. i made a decision recently – actually my sweetie and i made a decision recently- one that should [...]

i logged into google reader today after almost a month and have 226 posts to catch up on! i doubt i will get to all of them but i will make an effort in the next couple of weekst to get back on track with that and with writing here. things have just been a [...]

Yesterday, Jerr and I had lunch with his family.  Afterwards, we went to his parents to spend the rest of the afternoon.  While there, Jerr went to get his haircut leaving the monkeys to hang out.  While he was gone, the girl did some school work on the computer, the oldest boy watched wrestling with [...]

oh the power of holding hands! i have to admit that i love to hold hands but do not often think about why…..until last night. last night i was feeling sad, scared, worried, stupid……all out of sorts. that is until my sweetie came over, sat next to me and held my hand. in that moment, [...]